Each day I work in corporate America I feel a little part of myself slip away. I never thought I would be doing something I was not passionate about. It’s funny that I can’t be the person I want to be. I never thought I would live my life this way and feel so unfulfilled.
I want to get pink and blue highlights and wear anything I fancy. I’m sick of being a drone and feeling like I am one of the lucky ones because I still have a job. It is just that. A job. I shouldn’t feel like I have to conform to some white bread standard. I want to have fun and laugh and have meaning. I miss talking to people who have creativity and inspiration oozing from their pores. I hate being “ma’am” when I venture to the mall after work. Maybe I’m feeling old, want to recapture that feeling of youth. I hope I’m just ready for change.
can relate to you..sometimes i feel the same thing about my job too..